I just do not know what to do. I have got so much worse and just spend my time sitting about sobbing. There is no fleeting moment day or night when I feel well. I just do not know what I can do.
I tried the sertraline but became weepy and agitated and very nauseous, so I had to stop it. The beta blocker is stopping the heart arrhythmia but I fear might be part of the reason for my depression getting so much worse. I have decided to try going back on the dosulepin that I used to take for my migraine - it is an anti-depressant too and I just have to hope it will mix OK with the beta-blocker. My GP is away at the moment and I don't want to talk with his partner as he is so gung-ho - I really feel I could not cope with him. But I cannot do nothing.
I feel completely desperate - this illness is just taking my life away and I can see no end to it. I was having good days and bad, but now it is all bad and I do not know what to do.
If anyone else has been in this situation and has even a glimmer of hope to offer me I would be so grateful.
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