As some of you know, my mum is dying and has been on end of life care for 7 weeks or so. Initially, my two brothers and I were each going every day but the strain was telling so we now take a day each.
My problem is that I hate visiting! I find it really difficult to cope with the flaking skin, the oral thrush, the hallucinations, the skin and bones look and trying to get mum to take fluids.
I feel awful because, although I feel sorry for mum, I feel sorry for me too and every day I don't want to go back again.
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