Dillythegardner,
You have my sympathy, my OH is also what I would term a 'heavy drinker'. He rarely goes out drinking with friends - he is a solitary drinker at home. I get the excuses such as 'oh I've worked hard today I deserve a drink' or 'there's footie on tonight so I'm treating myself' etc etc. I find myself not speaking to him much in the evening as I am sick to the back teeth of the 'lost conversations' where he completely denies things that he has said because he simply doesn't remember.
Why do I put up with it? Well, at the moment I am not in a position to move house because we live with my Mother who is disabled - I am her carer and I very much need his help with my Mum.
Overall he isn't a bad husband, he has always paid over every penny of his wages, he does the lions share of the 'chores', we have lots of great holidays (ironically he drinks much less when we are away), he doesn't gamble, he's generous to a fault and he is a very good father to our two AC and a lovely Grandad to our three GC.
He absolutely acknowledges that he drinks too much, He has had it very firmly pointed out to him by our children which was a massive shock to him. It hasn't stopped but he does reign it in when he realises he's going too far.
I don't like it but at the end of the day i'm not perfect either and his drinking does not stop me enjoying the company of my friends and family.
As to the future, well, I'm financially independent so when i'm no longer caring for my Mother I can make choices. Its not ideal but there are a lot of people much worse off that I am.
Good Morning Friday 19th April 2024