Awwwww you have been all so lovely and supportive! Thank you so much
I feel so much better to know that my expectations are reasonable and that I haven’t over reacted.
So firstly, this is not the Italian Mil. We are in New Zealand.
Though I will go look at that discussion too and see if there’s any other tips.
I have tried locking the door, unfortunately its usually when my older daughter is home (after school or holidays) and it is obvious we are home.
I thought at the time it maybe when I had locked the door and she showed up that it had sent a message but not long after on another occasion she walked on in again.
But I am going to be persistent and keep locking the house up!
As in regards to FIL, he is lovely and mostly easy going, I am always happy to give him the baby for a cuddle as he is always happy to give her back when she’s getting fussy etc. So I feel very comfortable. I think he knows MIL has been a bit too much for me but I think even he would be offended if I came to him about her behaviour.
She tends to make all the plans and organises everything.
In honesty before we had DD she would not take no for answer very well and would insist on booking things for us etc. if we were going away and twice we ended up in the same hotel room lol rather than our own so....I put a stop to that. She also had made a few comments criticising me on my choices with the my older child, once at dinner and I left feeling absolutely horrible and the fact DH sat next to me and let it happen. But that’s in the past....I get I can’t hold onto everything, a lot of the behaviour just seems to make sense to me now and seems it was always there but now that I have DD (baby) she feels she has more right to do so.
My parents are great, I am closer with my mum who only lives 20min away and my father is in Australia. My mum has this rule too and she is more than happy to call before visiting and she respects my parenting choices , so I naturally feel more comfortable to want to be around her.
I’m at the point where visits with MIL cause anxiety. I go over all the scenarios in my head of what to do if she won’t give me back DD or what I’ll say if she questions me needing to feed her etc etc. Sometimes DD is needing go to sleep etc but I can just feel MIL staring at me wanting a hold and sometimes because she shown up unexpected it’s just not the time for holds!
We do live in our own cottage down the road and yes I totally get that culture of popping into neighbours when you are rural, which is why when she asked if these rules applied to her before dd was born, I said yes absolutely it applies to you too. And since, as I said my DH has said something (he came home thinking maybe he’d been too brash!) she showed up the next morning!
Both him and I couldn’t believe it.
I since sent the message, which I feel has caused tension and she’s shown up once since then and I’ve seen her a few times after
Even when relatives were coming up on various occasions (MIL Side) and I attached them to visit, she showed up with them on a different day thank arranger.
There’s no issues with my older daughter, FIL is great with her and even MIL likes to spend time with her too. Which of course I am very grateful for
And my SIL who is in USA has told me she had my back and told MIL to respect me etc, unfortunately that meant MIL had complained or talked about me in regards to these requests/boundaries I’ve made and me wanting DD when she starts to cry etc. but oh well, thankfully SIL supported me.
DH is prepared to say something but I know it makes him really uncomfortable.
I am very grateful for the support and tips on how to deal with it all. The main thing I really wanted was to know that my boundaries weren’t unreasonable etc and that I was justified to feel this way. I’ve felt a bit alone sometimes and just confused by the behaviour as it’s not something I’ve had to deal with before.
But I feel better now from reading the replies so far