Hello everyone this is my first post.I hope you are all well.
I suffer from agoraphobia, acute anxiety and depression. I have recently June 2020 become a nana, i wasn't expecting it really as my son lives at home at the age of 34 not in a relationship, my daughter is happily married to her wife of 3 years and i adore them all.
I have suffered from my problems for 6 years now and as much as I am thrilled to have a granddaughter whom I adore beyond belief , it has made me acutely aware that I won't always be around.
My anxiety has heightened to a new level now, and as well as being in lockdown for the past 10 months and trying to establish a support bubble as I'm going to care for grandaughter once mum returns to work next month.
I'm really struggling but unsure why or what I'm struggling with, and not sure how to deal with things right now.
Just to add we have been battling with husbands brother after 2 years of funding solicitors to get hubby's inheritance, (brother is executor and doesn't want to give hubby his share) we have spent thousands. This has only added to my anxiety. I am unsure what i need to do to help myself as i don't have friends and due to past problems have a very small family(6), hubbys family have disowned him.
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