Hello...this is my first post. My husband died 2 months ago. I was 18 when we met and we were married for 48 years. He had been ill with lung cancer since Christmas and died a lot sooner than everyone expected. I thought I was coping well ...organised the funeral...a number restricted wake which was difficult ...doing probate myself and generally keeping busy . I was having sad days but thought I was doing ok.
I had an operation to remove gallbladder a week ago which I had to put off while my husband was ill ...and 2 days later started spotting so have to go to hospital next week for tests....i,m really worried about that ...of course im thinking the worst and its just all become too much. I m worried what I thought were gallbladder issues..loss of appetite and fatigue may have been masking other things. If my husband was still alive he would have been so supportive and I just feel so alone.
My family have been wonderful but it isnt the same as having my husband 's support . Its bringing home to me my loss I suppose . I think just after he died I was so shocked I just went into automatic pilot mode .
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