Just wanted to share the fear as it's a bit over whelming today. I was widowed 2 and a half years ago at 60. I can't put into words how much I miss him. Between us we had 5 children and the house was always full noisy and lovely. All the children have moved on to Uni, jobs elsewhere as they should.
My eldest daughter who is still living at home will be moving out to share her sisters house with her next week. I know it's such a good thing for her, but I really struggling with the idea of really being on my own now. I'm just getting over Covid which I guess doesn't help.
I absolutely hate the idea of appearing needy or turning into my mother.
I'm going to do all the obvious stuff like see friends when I feel up to it and re join a choir.
Just feel as if I've suddenly become old and will be rattling around in my house. Just feel like sitting and crying. I'm working hard to not let my daughter know how I feel. Sorry for going on. Just feel over whelmed
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