my lovely unplanned grandson arrived in March. throughout the pregnancy I was totally underwhelmed by it, and started to think I was some kind of freak for not being excited. however I was invited to the later scans by my sons partner, and as she got closer to the date accompanied her to her ante natal checks (her own parents are deceased and she has no relatives nearby)
she had a really difficult birth and baby was in special care for 2 1/2 weeks, which was a worrying and exhausting time for us all, but also an opportunity to get to know each other better. fast forward 8 months to an absolutely ecstatic grandma of a beautiful, healthy cheeky boy. I simply cant get enough of him, I'm overwhelmed by the love I have for him, its like a drug. Does it wear off?