I'm very low, really low, and wish my world would quietly come to an end. Then I feel so so guilty for feeling that way.
I know that I should contact my CPN, but i can't face that, I should tell my husband, but don't want to worry him. I won't actively 'do' anything, but, and I'm ashamed to admit this, I wish I could become infected by coronavirus, and be one of those that doesn't make it.
They don't really care do they
Good Morning Good Friday 29th March 2024