Whow I feel better already. What great replies, however it seems that my process is to try to get others interested in things I am interested in which is the way to frustration when they look interested but then cannot be ar**d to put effort in.
If I look at this as a therapy issue I can see it is about the child in me trying very hard at whatever I do but my parents not taking much notice. My lesson perhaps is to do it for me rather than others.
Hope this makes sense.
Being quizzed by chemist's assistant in Boots.