I know, Grandmacool, I look back and laugh at myself. But let's face it, today's kids just download porn to find out what it's all about.
When I was 14 the grown ups in the local cycling club where I was a member, got a 'blue film' to watch, or what we would call porn nowadays. I was determined to sneak in and watch it myself, but - no chance. All I wanted was to find out what it was all about without actually, well, doing anything.
The whole sex thing was a minefield to us. I remember when I was about 12 and studying French at school. We all had French penfriends arranged by the school. One day we had an oral exam, where we have to talk about our penfriends. The night before, I had to revise, so I was looking for the letters:
Dad: "What are you looking for, Joan?:
Me: Some French letters.
Dad, trying not to laugh: What do you want French letters for?
Me: I've got a French oral tomorrow...
It was all downhill from there, with me confused about what was so funny, and my big brothers and my Dad rolling about laughing, and my Mum hiding in the bathroom. They never explained the joke, and for a very long time I never dared use the word 'French' just in case.