Daddima - Thanks for that information. I have had 2 close deaths and a number of other deaths and various other losses of different types such as the loss of my health due to the stresses and strains. I think I should contact Cruse and see if I can get help there.
I have had dreams where I have seen my mum in a nice place, my dad sitting up in his coffin demanding to have the current situation explained to him and twice I have dreamed of "sorting out" a person who is alive but very difficult to deal with and nasty to me. I would never have the nerve to do that in real life! Maybe that is the hint.
Thanks for clarifying this.
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