ABSOLUTELY understand (have lost several dogs and cats) Just go on the Pets forum and you will see many people feeling exactly same. I have posted on there. I lost my wonderful, amazing mum a year ago. Three months later I lost my best friend and a month after that I lost my beloved ginger tom who wasn't old! I couldn't honestly say any was worse than the other!! My grief for my cat was as acute as that for my mum and friend.
You WILL get over it but it is like any bereavement - it takes time. Eventually you still feel sad but it gets easier to remember. Thoughts are with you x
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