Hello.I am sat here feeling sorry for myself which happens a lot at the moment like a lot of people.This week seems to have got on top of me again and just feeling i cant cope again.I have a great husband of nearly forty years and i talk to him but he just feels nothing we can do so just get on with it,i wish i could be like him.Just one word away from tears all the time.We just saw our son,wife and two and a half year old and nine month old grandchild for an hour us freezing in their garden and them indoors my son is being very careful,working from home and not going out but thats the best we have,okay but as i left today i know his area forty miles away from us and our area go into lockdown tomorrow and i doubt i will have another visit for a while we used to visit every fortnight at the beginning of lockdown we didn't see them for 19 weeks and it was awful,little ones are to busy playing to say hello on video calls,as i left i thought i cant do this again.I know i have so much to be grateful for and i need a shaking but i just have had enough.Sorry just feels good to put down and share husband is worn down every other word is about the children.Trying to count my blessings but as with everyone else life sucks.Just those little faces not touched them since march,the baby was eight weeks old she's crawling now and the older one just accepts we are outside they are inside which is strange hard to keep him by the window but we always send toys in advance with amazon so he's happy just worry about the four of them as well.Last week i had a wobble and my daughter inlaw sent me some photos i should be supporting them must me really stressful but on the surface they seems okay.Sorry saturday blues.
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