Thank you all x
I am not distressed , was thinking about it and shared my thoughts. It is a strange feeling, no Idea what would have happened if he had lived, we may have had our retirement cottage in New Quay, Cardiganshire, we may have divorced.
MawI understand about your baby, we lost a baby in 1972 and 1974, I do at times wonder how they would have grown into womanhood but I think of the two daughters I was blessed with and think the babies may have been like their sisters,they are rather like blank pages, But my husband was a man when he died in 1975, not a blank page.
Today is my Mum’s birthday, she was 77 when she died so i
Can remember her older than I am,
Anyway, I am alright, sad he didn’t see his two daughters grow into lovely women , see his three grandchildren. Younger daughter has no memory of him , elder daughter did, suppose I miss her talking about him , no one has remembered him , well I have and have been able to share with you all.
Remember elder daughter saying when i showed her his two recommendations for bravery , the minx said ‘ he was brave he married you ?
Auntyflo therapy was difficult today , sitting in the sofa looking out at the Cul de sac and imagining standing in the middle , gulp ?
Thank you all for letting me share, x