Tomorrow is the 13th anniversary of my daughter's death. I thought I was doing so well this Christmas: I've been keeping busy and been to a few Xmas meals and get-togethers and enjoying them although tomorrow is always in the back of my mind and so many memories keep coming back.
Today everything has just gone downhill. I can't concentrate on anything, my driving is terrible (I just had a near miss on a busy roundabout). I feel so down, I can't see the keyboard for tears, there's no-one really who remembers her to talk to, I don't want to upset anyone else .
I know many others are grieving at this time and I'm just feeling sorry for myself but I had to tell someone.
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