Hi everyone,
I have come on here with a heavy heart. I am in my late twenties and love coming on here to take pearls of wisdom from posters that have lived and experienced life.
Tonight i come with a deep sense of sadness which has suddenly overwhelmed me out of the blue.
My MIL died a few months ago. She had a 7 year battle with cancer, i knew her for 5 of those years.
It was a difficult relationship but we made peace in the end. Life has not been easy since her parting. There has been an overwhelming need and pressure to become more active in my in laws lives. They are grieving. Sometimes i understand this but other times i just want to close my door and spend time with dh n lo. There are times wen i remember the difficult times i had with MIL and the family and it still hurts. But tonight i feel guilty and a sense of shame for not being able to just put them first.
I think life is passing me by. I spent so much time being angry or broken and hurt. So much of my energy and life wasted. I am not sure what i am asking. Just some words of wisdom on how to make the most of my life.
What gives you a warm feeling? 🥰