When my mil went into a home, she physically and mentally couldn’t care for herself, we tried many different ways of trying to pacify her, in the end she settled with staying until she got better then we could discuss what would happen, of course we knew this would never happen, but she believed it was just until ….
We took pictures and things from her home and put them in her room, and tried to take her out as much as possible, infact she saw more of us because the home was local to us and she had lived an hour away.
Al that said, she always complained always tried to make us feel bad, the staff said she was happy but ??♀️. Then one day, I visited, stopped for a cup of tea etc then when I left she played up, I got out to the car and cried, felt so bad, then realised I hadn’t taken her reading books on, knowing she really needed them I slipped in to leave them in her room, and peaked into the lounge - and there she was, happy, doing an activity with the staff and other residents, laughing singing a totally different person to the one she was with us.
So please, give it time, and be strong, you haven’t abandoned her, given up, don’t love her, don’t want her or find her a burden! And everything else she will say, you have provided her a safe place to live with the care she needs, she will come to except that