Hi my daughter gave birth on 5th june It is totally the worst time of my life after all the excitement looking foward to it and then I cant even hold him or help my daughter because she is shielding. Now she is paranoid eg. Think shes broken his neck, given him bleed on brain, meningitis, lots of things she phones me with she was holding the baby oil and it slipped onto his head about 1 inch and off we go again panick stations. I went to her.house and used the toilet then she phones me later " mum I touched the tap after you then I sanitised my hands then I touched him is he ok? I really am struggling to help her she has had an assessment with mental health but no plan yet. I'm doubly angry as I suffer with anxiety myself and now I'm starting to feel angry that I am.not going.to.bond or even have.photos with him. To everyone else she makes out all is good and I think it's ok then I get a phone call and she wont let me help her I keep getting covid tested but still she thinks I'm contagious. I watch people I know with their grandchildren and I'm so jealous and upset we can never get this time back and what should be happy is just awful.
What were the first ever records that you bought and when?