Looby33 you are in understandable panic. But it is bootstrap time, time to take a deep breath and think. Those children will be missing you. Somehow you have to find s way of contacting them with s small gift to let them know you are still there. That might be all you can do at the moment. That and a straightforward appeal to their mother explaining your loss and a hope to see them soon. Be strong everyone is falling about around you. How’s the time to put your working class foot firmly and kindly down. Let us know how you get on.
Estranged Son and Future Granddaughter
To think that London, or anywhere else for that matter, does not belong to any one demographic