I wrote a post 6 month ago when my GS was only 2 weeks old. I have learnt a lot from your comments and I have been working on letting go of the wish to see my grandson more.
But I still feel bad and unhappy and I would like to hear your experiences/thoughts about the following:
- It is always me suggesting to come for a short visit and I never know if it will be accepted.
- I get nearly desparate since I never know when to see my GS next. This is my issue but I don't know how to live with it. I would be so happy if for instance I had an appointment every 14 days but my daughter will not go into that
- My daughter and husband are not very social and my daughter had no connection with her own grandparents. It seems like she cannot understand/is not aware of my caring to see my GC. .Is it possible to be "free" of all that dispair of longing for something that seem not to change?
I have focus on all the good things in life .. my husband, his adult children, my friends and hobbies but it seems that I have reach a point when I cannot live with this sadness. I wish I could let go... sometimes I wish that I did'n care that much and I get angry with the fact that I means so little in my daughters life eventhough we have had a wonderful r/s before. I miss her and her husband and the little one.
I hope I have explained myself well enough. It may be misunderstood the written word. Thanks for reading this
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