AnnieHow terrible for your friend. That's a dreadful way for anyone to die. I hope she gets some help. x
Nonnie Sorry to hear that your DS died suddenly. I can't imagine how awful that must be. x
Nanny are you on any antidepressants? I can empathise, as I have days like that myself, but I'm on antidepressants and they do help me. It helps me that I see my family and friends, too. I get those same feelings and thoughts that you describe, when I'm alone. Please consider seeing a doctor, though. I wrote all my "symptoms" down, passed the list to my GP, as I couldn't speak, just sat sobbing. Don't be so hard on yourself. x