EllieAnn, I don’t think anyone here could, hand on heart, say they have always done the right thing. We can look back and think that something we said, did, wrote etc, was unkind, wrong, thoughtless, hurtful and so on. We all make mistakes and have some regrets. However, it does no good to continually dwell on these things from the past. Certainly acknowledge them, but then determine to move on and try not to make those mistakes in the future. Of course, there is absolutely no guarantee at all that in the future we might not do something else we go on to regret because, as others have pointed out, we are human and therefore not infallible. Please, though, be kind to yourself. Think of all the positive things you have done and continue to do and try to let go of the negative things. You say there are certain elements in your life that are making you unhappy. As others suggest, seeking the support and guidance of a counsellor may be beneficial and help you to decide what things you can do to change situations making you unhappy and which things from your past you need to let go. Take care. ?
Last weekend, in Rutland, the first statue in Britain of the late Elizabeth II was unveiled.