I live in a small hamlet. I have a lot of acquaintances here but only one real friend as in “normal” life I spent a lot of the year going to France. But I try to be friendly with everyone. Tonight there was a party and I wasn’t invited. I know from my friend that lots of people including her and her partner were going. I just heard a gang of people all going past my cottage presumably on their way home. I live on my own and am so hurt I can’t get to sleep. It’s helped to just write about it on here.
My only family live in France (my son and family) so cant imagine when I’ll see them next. So feeling incredibly lonely.
Is it me or am I getting mixed messages
How do you acknowledge Easter.