Sat in the sunshine at a car boot sale lol tears silently slipping down my face as I distract with a coffee. My husband of 15yrs (2nd husband) (been together 19yrs) is treating me like a stranger. Lots of back story. Don’t know where to start. He seems to have issues at work and maybe his health (I don’t nniw as he won’t talk to me I’m just trying g yo piece stuff together) but deflects then on me so much so that he has made me feel unloved, irrelevant and desperately sad. I’ve tried to initiate conversations about anything but he refuses to engage. He says there is nothing wring but clearly there is. How can u fix anything when I dont know what’s broken. I’ve put up with a lot of sulky moods over the years and always dlwTs end up apologising for something I’ve not even done just to put it right. He seems to be in a mood with our dog and our daughter together (age 15)
I’m overthinking king e erythropoietin g of course but I can’t bear the silence of his mood.
Breaking my heart.
Not feeling well myself, I work as a school cleaner which is taking its toll on my arthritis in my knees which Has brought me to tears lately. So sore and debilitating. I need sone comfort but am getting nothing I swear if I stood crying naked he would ignore me when I just need him to put his arms around me. He doesn’t seem able to.
Skbekbe tell me it’s going to be ok, I’m goi g to be ok. Or give me a kick up the bum.
Good Morning Thursday 25th April 2024
Gary Glitter programme Tuesday
Elderly fellow gran has become loudly racist
Washing bio gel or quid in the drum
To think that London, or anywhere else for that matter, does not belong to any one demographic