I just feel so bad at the moment and everything seems so unreal. My daughter who is 20 has had 5 years of fainting spells - GP says its just low blood pressure as it only happens when she stands up and gets better after half hour. She looses consciousness for a few minutes - happened Friday at shops paramedics out 3rd time this month and twice this month shes managed to stop loosing consciousness by sitting down. Shes at uni and leaving home to work in Africa on a student placement for a month in 2weeks time. I am so worried about her.
My middle son moved out at beginning of the month to live with his girlfriend. Its as it should be but I really miss him around - he moved back here 7yrs ago when he split with the first GF.
Then last week sister went for a liver scan as had pain in the side. They found a large lump on her kidney and she thinks its cancer. And yesterday MIL 87 fell and broke her pelvis shes in hospital.
I went on an outing with DIL and 2 grandkids yesterday too. She was really miserable and her and my son were arguing - her telling him he cant go away next weekend for a hobby and him saying to the kid to beat her with a stick and she is a skivvy - said as a joke he doesnt hit her but its not funny it will affect the child's respect for his mum.
Im looking happy and seem all ok but inside I just feel like crying and never stopping.
New house and a sloping garden