Family gatherings overload AIBU

Nagmad, you are quite right putting yourself first and if your SIL is approachable, have a word with her, explaining your health issues if you feel you want to. I don't think it's particularly generous of your SIL to invite you, as there are are other people going anyway. No, you shouldn't have to be there if you'd rather not. As SueDonim suggests, send a card for the birthday or whatever they are celebrating, I wouldn't bother with a gift every time.

Nobody should have to go to a party that they won't enjoy just to please someone else.

Your SiL must want you around if she keeps inviting you so you do need to explain how you feel.

I will assume you are speaking of invitations in non-Covid times and not right now! I think it’s generous of your SIL to ask you, when to be left out of things could be hurtful.

However, if it’s not enjoyable to you, then you shouldn’t be obliged to go. Having had a couple of bouts of labyrinthitis myself, I feel very much for you having Meniers - it’s a horrible condition. . That alone would be enough to make me want to stay at home.

Maybe you could decide which get-togethers might be the important ones eg weddings and just attend those, sending a card or gift for the other occasions.

You shouldn't be forced to go somewhere that is causing you anxiety. Maybe best to have a chat with your sister in law about your health problems and social anxiety and come to a compromise and just go to one or two family gatherings through the year or invite them to you once a year?

@ExD Thank goodness for that. I sometimes feel that I should be more family orientated but I did not have a very good family life before I was married and it has coloured my views on family. At least you can choose your friends. Their lives are so different to ours and I can't say I share their opinions on most things, and find we have very little in common.

@GrandmaKT. I know you think I should feel grateful, but you don't know my SiL. My DH won't go on his own so I feel like it isn't that important to him. If I wanted to go somewhere and he didn't I would go without him. I hope these responses are getting through, this is my first post so not sure how to respond to individual comments.

Sympathise with you. Have as little to do with family as possible. Brexit didn't help either. I have two siblings I don't keep in contact with and and an elderly mother who is given a wide berth. Other than that have grandkids I keep in contact with and plenty of friends with similar interests.

I don't think they should, and throughout the pandemic we have been self isolating, but some people seem to think family members are ok.

I don't think you are being unreasonable, but rather ungrateful maybe? They are family after all and I think it is very nice of them to include you. I'm sure your SIL doesn't realise that you find their family events tiresome. Why not be honest and tell her you just can't be bothered to go anymore? I'm sure the invites would soon dry up and you could return to your bucolic idyll.

I meant to say that I go on my own, if it is something I want to go to.

How amazing - a woman after my own heart.
It isn't happening so much at the moment but I've been attending parties and meals out and gatherings of all sorts for decades that my DH doesn't have the guts to refuse. So I know exactly where you're coming from.
We have a couple of good friends who are party-mad, any excuse for a party and they're throwing one. Even if I'm with him when we're invited and I jump in with an excuse as to why we can't (possibly!) come he'll talk over me and accept. If I start to say 'don't you remember we're going to 'somewhere else' on that day' - he'll say 'we can get out of that'.
Then we get home and he'll say words to the effect that he really doesn't want to go.
I get so FED UP with it.
I wish I had the guts to say 'you go, I'll stay at home' but I never do, and I feel pressured too.

You are not being unreasonable at all. An invitation is just that, an invitation, not a command. The pandemic gives us every reason to say No.
My DH does not enjoy family gatherings and turns down most invitations, but ( before lockdown). My family found it hard but have now accepted that is how he is and do not take offence. Could your husband go on his own?

They shouldn't be having family gatherings at the moment, should they?