A few thousand people extra have died from covid; the majority having underlying health issues who may or may not have succumbed to your normal seasonal flu or their own illnesses this year. Some extra people, who have had their cancer or other treatments delayed, may have died earlier because of lockdown. Meanwhile the economy has been ruined.
Sweden decides not to lockdown and has suffered no more deaths per capital than average with no damage done to their economy. The whole thing has been blown out of proportion here and in other countries for some reason, in my opinion, plenty of conspiracy theories about that! Only one person is listed of dying from covid in my area and who knows whether that was genuinely the case. I, personally, don't know anyone who has been ill from it and neither does anyone else I know.
Yes, it's sad if you have been affected by someone you know who has died but they could have died this year anyway. Everyone dies sometime, you just have to get used to that fact, and with over 7 billion on the planet and trees being cut down to accommodate and feed them, no one will survive on this place we call Earth long term unless that number is drastically reduced in the near future. In light of this, worrying about a few kids playing together in the park is ridiculous.