A bit of background. I am a mum of one. Married. Spent beginning of the year on a 4 week trek around South east asia. Bought a lovely new car just before the virus came about. Secured a new job, fantastic career move. My LO is amazing. So so many blessings. But i am not happy. I live in the past and cant get over an extremely difficult time in my life. I basically return there few times a day. I tell myself, look at what you have, things are falling into place n i constantly plead with myself to move forward. Little things trigger me back to the horrible place. Im so tired of it. I have been for counselling and the counsellor was shocked when i gave her details.
I just want to be happy and appreciate the good place i am in. Because i know life is a rollercoaster and i am flying high right now and it wont be long before i find myself going back down. If i cant enjoy the positive times, what is the point in life?? This is as good as its going to get. These years are supposed to be our best years. And i am so sad.
The issues we have relate to extremely overbearing in laws, husband being a walk over, financial and emotional betrayal whilst i was pregnant by dh.
In my point of view this is ridiculous and needs stopping
WORD ASSOCIATION GAME 5 February