Thank you crimson, Ana, Whenim64, Faye, Phoenix, GrannyActivust, Ella46, Nemonan, Gracesmum, Nfk, Anno, Sel, VampireQ, celebgran, NanaNel, Marelli, Butty, London, grannylin, Jodi, Ariadne, Smoluski and Night Owl I do hope I've not forgotten anyone, please forgive me if I have.
You're kind thoughts followed me these last two weeks. It's the first time I've ever felt supported at this time, and a big anonymous thanks to one person in particular who has helped me 'when the nights have been too lonely and the path has been too long'.
I know there can sometimes be trouble and strife on GN, but there is also the helping hands and kind wishes of so many and I'd like to return you kind wishes 
Yesterday was my little grandson's Angel Day. I cried buckets and when I thought I was all cried out I turned on the news and found I had still more tears inside me.