Mega wobble...where did that come from...

..been busy all a.m cooking to freeze..spoke to son in Australia, daughter in Dubai, watched videos that they both sent..one of my sons here dropped off lovely groceries and magazines..unexpectedly...other son dropped off huge bag of compost..all going well..busy in the kitchen..radio on...Phil Collins "you'll be in my heart " playing.... Well the floodgates opened..was crying so much I had to go in the bedroom and just let the tears fall,..not even a song that I've ever loved...actually feel quite weak now from crying so much...oh heck .."pull yourself together madam!"..