@Newatthis - It's never nice when something you look forward to doesn't happen for some reason and it's sad your positivity has been somewhat dampened. In this strange year Christmas will be different for many families, lonely or lonelier for a lot of people. For some it is already a time of year they find difficult. We cannot help how we feel and we can each only try to make the best of a bad situation. I hope you can find a way to cope and pick out as many positives as you can.
I can see why some like the idea of Christmas day being an exception so they can have larger gatherings of friends and family, but personally I think it's a bit crazy. Why put anyone at risk, and why would you potentially expose everyone you care about to a deadly virus for the sake of one day together. I would ask people to continue exercising restraint, keeping yourself, your loved ones and the wider community as safe as possible. Anyone considering risky Christmas should question how they would live with their conscience if people died because of their decisions, if their behaviour killed off their nearest and dearest (imagine finding out you hosted a huge Covid party!). We are hoping to move into our new house before Christmas, but wherever we are it will be just the 2 of us and cat - his business partner is the only other person we have had any contact with and this won't change. I'm highly vulnerable and have been shielded. It will be weird having new surroundings, new neighbours, new appliances to learn to cook with etc but like everyone else we will somehow muddle through. I hope you can find some positives to counterbalance any negatives and make a better Christmas for yourself.
I keep telling myself that while there are many people a lot better off than us in this Coronavirus year; people that have more money so no financial worries, more outdoor space to spend time in fields or large gardens, family, partner, kids and grandkids living with them etc, there are also many people a lot worse off than us. People have lost jobs, homes, loved ones. People are struggling to survive, to feed their families, provide for children, care for pets, tend to sick relatives. Whenever I feel depressed that I'm stuck indoors, don't see people, am prevented from doing much due to poor health, I have to force myself to think of those who have it even tougher than me, that can do less, that have nobody at all, that are still in pain and/or grieving. I feel for you as I feel for anyone suffering. Here's hoping we all make it through Christmas and that 2021 will be a better year.