Hello Kitchen peeps. You can be 'comely' too, if you wish, N&G. Don't forget "winsome' is also up for grabs. But we'll fight anyone who tries to label us 'buxom', eh? I'm still amused at 'porky' - even if it was aimed at the pigeon. ?
Ann so lovely to hear from you. Whingeing? What are you talking about? Did you read what you wrote? Remember when you were so desperate and in pain and couldn't move from your bed to the dressing table, and the surgery and hospital lists had quickly passed over your name only days before the date they'd given you; and Covid had fallen on us and there was very little hope. You fought back, you even decided to have the surgery done privately because you just couldn't cope with the pain anymore. You were suddenly remembered and you actually were given a slot after being so low and putting up with so much.
You went to hell and back, you came through the surgery, you tried so hard with the pain and recovery. You gave it your best shot, you triumphed and now you can say you are pain free. That is no mean achievement.
So, your current problem with going out after being careful and being in and taking things one small day at a time is bound to have left you with some anxiety. I'm not sure whether you are worried about going out now and again (having had your first inoculation?) or whether you are really anxious about not feeling fully fit, maybe falling, maybe damaging the work that's been done in some way. But, you're bigger and stronger and more courageous than that. You've proved it. All you need to do (yes, easy for me to say) is go out just a little way and often. Maybe a trip to somewhere safe and flat and where you can walk with someone? Maybe your GD? A bit further each time until you get your proper strength back in that limb. If you can feel that you are taking part in a bit of life again and, as has been suggested, if you could use one of those nice walkers with a small seat and a basket so that if necessary you will have somewhere instant to sit if you feel that you need a rest, and you have some company, I think you'll get back to your old self very quickly. Be brave........you've been so much braver. Learning to be out and about now, slowly and not rushing stuff, will be the icing on the cake that you have bravely baked for yourself. Go for it. There's not a single person who knows you on these threads that won't be cheering you on. Let us know how it goes. You're going to do this, I promise. ?
I'm quite weary after a pleasant painting day - the bedroom corridor is looking very smart. (We don't have stairs and a landing here, so corridor it is.) Sun shone and because DH has started cutting the hedges and uncovered quite a straggly bit, he persuaded me to go out with him for an hour and buy a nice big hedging plant to fill the gap. Success. And we even found time/remembered pancakes! All in all, a bit of a Mojo Rediscovered day for a change.
Sleep well all you patient peeps. Tomorrow's another day for us to seize it by the collar and give life a good shaking.
Sweet dreams and to all with sadness and worries, fondest wishes and hopes for you all. x
Nighty night ?♀️ (with hugs)