Hi Joanneclare as I read your post I thought of my friend who now has an Aspergers diagnosis.
There are resources to access but sometimes she finds it hard to do so.
I hope you feel able to reach out maybe with the aid of a safe friend.
Here is a good start. Hope life starts becoming better for you.
So much research has happened in recent years!
Desperately sad story of the assisted suicide of a grieving mother
Jersey trip, some tips please.


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