I have my blue badge, not so much because I have cancer but a long term back problems which are getting progressively worse. When my husband was alive he had a badge for the many problems he had and he could just about walk from parking the car across the pavement into the shop opposite. Now when |I am my worse I dont go out, am in too much pain and have difficulty getting in and out of the car even. At the moment things are very bad and I am very bent over and my knees are hurting a lot as I cannot stand upright and walk normally, with covid it has been worse. I cannot stand and wait and when boots had chairs there I could go in give my prescription and sit in the chair and wait. Since covid many places have removed chairs and it makes it almost impossible to collect things. But if you see me go into a disabled bay, I do not have a cane, I try to walk as well as possible and you would not necessarily know how bad it is today for me. Having done hospital car I would never misuse a parking space and know what an effort it is if you are in pain to move about. I have not been able to go into Darlington for some years now. They used to have some disabled parking close to the market but now the parking is a considerable distance from the market and I could not walk far enough to visit it. I am a widow and live alone so do not have the option of someone taking me and so I just have to do the best I can. Now York has made it difficult for us to visit the centre, siting the worries about attacks or extremists. I do not deny this is a possibility but now it means I cannot enter York at all, and many other people are in a similar situation. it is very depressing, bad enough to accept that you will never run again , cannot even walk a short distance, but now we are gradually being shut our of cities and towns , which is very saddening and it is difficult to decide whether the vague possible attack by extremists, now deny us yet more places , and the world gets smaller for us and we can go to less and less places as and when we choose. as for the photo, I dont know how they do it but my goodness how they can possibley recognise me from the awful photo and that depressers us even more!