I moved over 100 miles to the north west 5 years ago and since then time flies by . I wake every morning at 5am as I have to start taking my tablets then next thing I know it's 7 and time to get up. My life has always worked because of planning and routine . I was born disabled but didn't find out my diagnosis until April 2022 aged 63 also found out in 2020 also born with a small hole in the side of my heart. Unfortunately it was my fit healthy husband died in 2004 aged 47. He made me keep a series of promises and the main one was live the best life I can and since my move I do.
Never had such an active social life since my move ,better healthcare, wonderful neighbours,true friends,see my daughter and family every week . And best of all I found me again . The rage and anger I feel over my fit healthy husband dieing gets me through everyday. And I am happy even my son estranging me 4 years ago and not seeing my 3 grandson's is nothing compared to my daily grief over my husband.
We have one life and no matter what it throws at you have to keep fighting . I am going to grow old disgracefully 🤣 . And do everything I want to do as long as I can before my body stops me . I am 66 now but in my head 50 but then again I am healthier and fitter now than I was at 50.
Only 2 certainties in life we are born we die. The rest is up to us. As Mr Spock would say live long and prosper. 🖖
Ethical question - how do you feel about second chance??


