Good morning Mick and all GN's up and about now.
Well, I think I am going crazy this morning!! After quite a good day yesterday, where I managed to do quite a lot of things I wanted to get done, gave up on the planned ride on the yellow peril to the repair clinic, but got shopping from the market and my paper etc. Got home and enjoyed watching some of the rugby - annoyingly fell asleep in part of it, so also missed part of a play on the radio. Then had my chicken curry for dinner which I had made yesterday, so you would think it would then mean I had a good night.
Not a bit of it!! Had a horrible night waking up in a lot of pain, a weird dream, couldnt find a comfortable way to get to sleep and then got up just before 5am, which was a sort of relief just giving up on trying to sleep. Well it obviously affected my brain too, as I was convinced it was monday, and I have an appointment with the physio, as I am in pain so much of the time now and thought perhaps something new might be available to help me . Wasnt holding out a great deal of hope as the last time we talked he confirmed that I am doing all the things I can to help myself and only suggested more painkillers which I dont want to do . Anyway after the poor night I must have the appointment on the brain, as I was looking what to wear, that will be easy to take off or whatever. Then I made a coffee and was just going through some bits of paperwork and throwing stuff away. I get the Radio Times, and usually look through whats on both tv and radio for the day and mark up anything I particularly want to hear and if there is something special I make a note that I would like to listen to that play and so will organise the day so that I might do the ironing while it is on etc. When my hands are bad even the magazine seems heavy to hold so, although I , of course, would never rip books or magazines up, quite like to tear out redundant pages of the RT, so it is lighter to hold and it is just a silly bit of fun to be ripping paper out of a book. So , in my odd frame of mind this morning, have just ripped out all sundays page, and only when I came on here did I see it is sunday!!!! Ah well, cheering to think I have more rugby to watch and shall enjoy my desert island discs and private passions on the radio, as it doesnt look at all good outside, dark cold and not expected to be any better according to the weather forecast, so I shall retrieve sundays pages from the bin and plan a day of inside things, and of course have the rugby to look forward to.
Think that the combination of the physio and then the hospital appointment for thursday for them to check the cataracts , which of course is so important but I cannot do anything to influence things is making me more edgy than usual. So much for the calming day yesterday!!
I am a 'galanthophile ,'thats snowdrop lover, and in my last garden had over 100 different kinds and would have snowdrops beginning in october and going on until april. I used to go off to galanthophile weekends where we all met up and talked snowdrops and bought snowdrops and visited some fantastic gardens. . Since I moved here, I have missed them but have been able to go off in the car and visit so lovely gardens. Due to my eyes now I cannot drive at the moment so not able to even do that. Was looking in the local paper to see if anyone had a garden open near here but no luck so far Oh well by this time next week hopefully I will have a better idea on the eye front and who knows some miracle exercise or tablet will improve my back (but shant hold my breath!!) I wish someone would invent a special gadget on the telephone, so that y ou could press a button and it would perhalps flash a light, so that if you were awake in the middle of the night and someone else was also awake you could talk to each other and not feel you are the only idiot awake at such ungodly hours. I see that you where awake Greyduster , perhaps it is a Yorkshire wake up night for some reason! Ah well hope that everyone has a good day and does something enjoyable on it. I only hope now that I dont fall asleep through the next game of rugby,Take care of yourselves and have a good day