as most of you know Mr Biker is very poorly (he hasn't got a bike by the way)!
this week we have had the hospital bed delivered, and lovely nurses coming and talking and sorting OH out, he is under the impression I am going to get him better like I have always done in the past when things have take a turn for the worse, but unfortunately yesterday when certain drugs arrived from the chemist It sank in that I can't make him better this time,the nurses are coming later to talk me through the drugs and side effects etc, they really are so kind, OH half has managed three spoonfulls of custard today.
On the other side of the coin my DD whos has one and only GS announced 3 months ago she is pregnant (after being told it was unlikely she wouldnt have any more children) GS is 7.
OH was sooo ....... chuffed to hear the news ( I didn't announce it any earlier as DD has had 2 scares) and has now had 20 wk scan and it seems we are to have another GS 
she has to go for another scan as baby was lying awkward, but apparently he likes "showing his bits!
I am finding really hard to concentrate on either situation, I feel so sorry for DD having to cope with her dad so ill,s it's difficult to focus on the baby, a few days after OH had heard the news he said "I want to hold this baby"..but the way things are going it is very unlikely.
I do think things happen for a reason and maybe that having a new life to focus on will ease the way.
So sorry to hear the news biker Just remember how much more peaceful and secure you will have made Mr Biker feel by having him at home. The patch was the last loving thing to have done for him, he will have known that and will have known how hard it was for you to do it. 
Biker there are so many wise words on here I can only echo them. You are an amazing woman and I think Mr B was lucky to have you when he needed you most.
Biker, I've just logged on and read your sad news. Your husband was able to leave this world feeling no pain and knowing only the comfort and love that you had for each other for such a long time. And he knew about the new baby that's on its way. We're all here for you and we'll be thinking about you. My heart goes out to you. xx
Just read your sad news, Biker. I'm so very sorry to hear that Mr B has died so soon after you sharing the news about your daughter's pregnancy, just a few days ago. You have been caring for him for such a long time, so to suddenly cease all that dashing about is bound to leave you feeling lost and wondering what to do with yourself. I hope you feel some consolation in knowing you were with him and helping to ease his pain. It's how most of us would want our lives to come to an end, in the bosom of our families. Please come back when you can and let us know how things are going. Much love
Love, hugs and prayers biker
Look after yourself at this sad time, Biker. You were not responsible, only helping to lessen the pain.
Sending you heartfelt sympathy for your loss dear Biker.
Condolences and hugs from me too, Biker.
Biker condolences from me too - . X x
Dear biker Please accept my deepest condolences.
So sorry to hear your news biker
If gn helps then of course you should be here! (((Hugs)))
Biker just read your sad news
We all deal with grief in our own ways. If it helps to be on GN then that is what you should do ((((hugs))))
Heartfelt condolences from me too
I'm so sorry to hear your sad news Biker. All your GN friends are here for you.
Dear Biker I'm adding my condolences too. It's a difficult time and I do hope you have family and real life friends to support you just now - as well as all the warmth and support I know you will receive from your friends here on Gransnet. (((hugs)))
biker, so sorry to hear your sad news, you are in my thoughts
I'm so sorry to hear this, bikergran. You must have such a mixture of emotions going on right now. Be sure your DH died knowing he was not alone and you must take comfort in the fact that it was peaceful and you did all you could to help him.
I think it was a good idea to let us all know what has happened and you are not alone. There is usually someone on here even if it is late.
Take your time to come to terms with your sad loss. Talk to us all on here if it helps. and love.
Registering is free, easy, and means you can join the discussion, watch threads and lots more.
Register now »Already registered? Log in with:
Gransnet »
