Been reading all your comments and will give you all an update as soon as I get back home Friday.
I have not slagged off the NHS as some of you think, I just meant that I couldn't bring the appointment forward as so many people had adjusted their lives to help me the following week, they would not have done it earlier as I had no one to bring me home, this is one of the worst things so far, having to tell people that Im having the test done, I like to be private, (not counting g net as I don't know anyone personally).
In the past I had a similar test but I told no one and had to have an operation, then I told my immediate family and work only. (I was ok on that occasion as DD lived with me and is sensible and looked after me well).
Im still scared but resigned, tomorrow have to take the laxitives, yuk.
Why do people keep asking if Ive got someone to be with me. I think it would be worse to have someone there as If they give me the results I would be the one comforting the relatives. Maybe its because the nhs is so short staffed they ask relatives/friends to help with the prep.