I have an intolerance to tablets, could be physiological, trouble is most tablets treat the whole of the body not just the area that's bad, like a back problem, can understand how anyone could become addicted when they are taken for long periods. Petra hope your back gets better quickly, I was on high dose pain relief, morphine based for 6 weeks, many years ago now, I have never forgotten how I'll they made me feel, but the pain was so bad that I took them. In the end I took myself off them as I felt zonked out most of the time. Feel sorry for Ant, he has the physical pain of his leg and the emotional pain of wanting a child, hope he gets the help he needs.