Good luck with that Annie. Hope it is the right decision.
Been to garden centre and found a better solution than I was looking for so bought it. Couldn't get big enough lawn seed or topsoil so then went to B & Q. Home now and feeling exhausted but just a little bit please I did it.
Good morning all. Hope you had a good night. Just want to say I think I am feeling a little better today. Actually planning on going to the garden centre for some things we sort of vaguely want rather than need.
Always trying to think positively but don't always succeed.
Thank you Annie you are so caring, I have been thinking about where you are.. it sounds beautiful mountains lakes.. I love nature.. thank you good night to all hope tomorrow is a better day..?
The Brecons are beautiful Annie and I climbed Snowdon once too Joce, the fear is all in our minds. It's been with me nearly all day, bar a few moments when I was with a dear friend. Try and tell yourself that it's not real, hard I know. (I have echoed Dawn's wise words).
I'm catching up with Game of Thrones, it's distracted me, nothing like dragons and fantastic landscapes to take your mind off things for a while. I hope refreshing sleep comes to you all. I will think of mountains, lakes, rivers and sheep. All I can see out of my windows is houses but I do have a beautiful abbey at the end of my road and a lovely park for my morning walk. Nite nite.
Joce Just be completely compassionate with yourself and remind yourself what a marvellous person you are living with these tribulations of the mind. You will be ok as l will be too. Thinking of you. Dawn x
BlueSky lets change it around , I have had agoraphobia for two years, you have had anxiety as long as you can remember, we both have anxiety and OCD and this is why we are posting , no cheats here, you must not think any other way x
Maggie I am in Mid Wales, we have the Brecon Beacons, The Black Mountains and a few more , it’s less rugged than North Wales, suppose a brief description is mountains, lakes, rivers and sheep ?
And just to show off, I have climbed Snowdon , not recently ?
BlueSky, listen to Annie. Interestingly my major thing is anxiety but I have OCD too and it all makes me feel very low and depression follows. You aren't a cheat and I know how you feel x
Maggie I don't think we should compare the different reasons for our illness, we wouldn't compare if one of us had a broken arm and another a broken leg. We are where we are and all arrived here by different routes. I remember when I was in hospital one other patient thought it was some sort of competition and shouted that my problem was not as bad as hers. I walked quietly out but still remember it well. I feel for you all, even though I don't know all the circumstances, I know how the illness feels.
Maggie like you I haven't suffered major tragedies like others on here and like you I even feel guilty to feel as I do. I've had anxiety as long as I can remember (as well as OCD )only there was no name then, and occasionally depression too. But after reading your stories I feel a cheat for being on here.
God bless you Annie, you are always so understanding. I know you're in North Wales and you mention being in the mountains. I love mountains but live in flat Hertfordshire! Are you in Snowdonia?
Maggie many have not experienced trauma but have anxiety, depression, there are people who have experienced trauma and do not have these problems. Please accept your mental health problem is no different to mine, your battleing no easier , you struggles are as difficult as all here x