I'm really feeling sorry for myself, I've been feeling nauseous, bilious, and windy since Xmas day. I'm also in even more pain than usual, (I have Ehlers Danlos and RA so pain is normal), to the point of wanting to cry.
My sleep is rubbish, for example I went to bed at nearly 1am but up at 4am with reflux. My motivation is really bad, and my mood is low (between 1 - 2 on the bipolar mood chart). I'm taking all my meds as I should, nothing has changed there, my DH is his usual kind self, I suppose my only real upset has been a friend who had her dog euthanized because of cost having first ignored her dogs pain suffering from a hip displacement for several days. She should have taken her to the vet days before. Now my friend is playing the tragic woman who has lost her beloved dog. Poor dog was overweight, and had just two short walks, and I mean around the block. For an American Bulldog, way too listen. I m angry. Th a t poor dog.
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