Thanks for those insights. My consultant rather put me off a TKR reminding me that some people regret it. We left it that he wouldnāt put me down for the op but would keep me on the list so I wouldnāt lose my place. And would see me in six months time which is @ now. Wanted me to try a steroid jab first which Iāve just had. I joined a group of dog walkers for an annual meet up on Saturday and realised that I couldnāt even get as far as the beach this time. Having said that the people I usually walk with ( and look forward to seeing) didnāt turn up this year so my motivation was lacking. Also, staying at my partners, I find that, by the time I actually get to the beach which is a 15 minute walk from the house I just want to turn round and go back. Which is annoying because I can walk reasonably well on compact sand; I get into a rhythm with my walking poles. So it has deteriorated in a year. Still no pain at night, though. And I donāt think the steroid injection has helped. Having said that I walked round the shops at a nearby town for two hours on Friday and walked better than I had done for a long time. Following day and it was sore again. I think itās the lack of exercise that I find hard to deal with. I long to just walk out of the front door and walk as I used to. But in the house I still pretty much feel like āmeā still so I blank it out. I think Iām going to phone Arthritis UK when I get home. I feel as though Iām boring my friends with it all. If I was in pain all the time the decision would be easier to make and I have lived with it fir @ 20 years during which time it has often got better worse and then better again!
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