Thankyou all. My appointment on Thursday with a GP was very depressing! He was all doom and gloom I came out thinking I hadn't much time left. I recognise how serious this is and will endeavour to remain positive. Thankyou Pamela you post has made me feel better. My big concern is for my husband , his dementia will not improve, it difficult already and will get worse. He needs me to be well and here and to be one step ahead all the time.
Pamela, I will read your post whenever I feel anxious, you have lifted my mood.
Louisa, you are correct. I have not and will not ask Dr Google.
Fingers crossed my appointment date will arrive soon . If not I will consider a private appointment.