Grannyrose15 you asked about hope for the future. I must admit I was quite emotional watching the inauguration yesterday. Yes we need more than words,but the compassion and idealism reduced me to tears. Whatever good he may have achieved with the economy or bringing back soldiers Trump made my skin crawl. As he himself said he could shoot someone on 5th Avenue and people would still vote for him. No one expects politicians to be saints but he took it to a new level. Johnson morally is a mini Trump,maybe a better educated one who is slightly better at not publically making vile comments,although there have been some. I think he was just viewed as a bit of a buffoon etc. Seeing photos of them both together you can see his admiration of Trump. It will be interesting to see him and President Biden together. Will he comb his hair and become statesmanlike? Trump was everything Boris wanted to be.
So,maybe there is hope even if its distant. Unfortunately I cant see a UK Biden on the horizon.
I've had a strange year,to put it mildly.
After thirty years working in local government ,a few years as a carer for my dad, then working for a charity I got a part time job in private sector care. Tbh it was an opportunity to work with residents without hours of back breaking personal care which although I have no problem with is tiring in your 50s. Pay,terms of work were rubbish. No sick pay etc. I was fortunate in that I had savings and salary just paid bills etc. I was quite content.
Then the pandemic hit. Being high risk but not shielded the protection offered by working terms and conditions of the public sector became potentially a matter of life and death. The care home I worked in lied,dragged their feet,it was very obvious how little you meant as an employee. I wasnt asking for special treatment,just a risk assessment and a way of being protected in my role,or an alternative role such as admin. Nope. Unions involved etc. Never was resolved. Fortunately I have savings .
As the savings reduced I was entitled to UC. No you couldnt live off it,however frugal you are. My hope was to lie low until Spring when things improve. I knew by then my savings would run out. I think my concern was that UC would force me to take a more hazardous job than already had,or I would be forced due to poverty.
Amazingly an opportunity arose within the civil service which I successfully applied for. Now certainly is not the best time to venture out but fingers crossed. The professionalism I have met was similar to how Biden made me feel. My wellbeing is automatically respected. I start on Monday but they have had covid infections in the office and so are working from home. I'm not sure how it will pan out but I feel strangely not as worried as could be. It's that feeling of being valued as a person. It was really upsetting last year when it hit home that if I had still been working for local government I would have been working from home without question. Working from home was possible with the care home,my qualifications meant I could have helped with training,supervising care staff by zoom,supported activities. They admitted that but said not financially viable. They have since spent half a million improving the home.
A cautionary tale about being in the wrong place at the wrong time. I'm lucky,I have choices. Millions dont. We are of a generation when education, the welfare system and the workplace were a very different experience. For millions it's broken,and I'm not sure there is a solution any time soon.