Of course you are no freak, you are a survivor. To anyone that like you for what you are, the mastectomy wouldn't matter one iota. I am not surprised at the lack of response on the dating site you used, that says such a lot about those that use it, not men in general. It is harder the older you get, I just knew after my husband died that it as unlikely I would ever have another relationship, but it doesn't bother me. I make the most every day and frequently treat myself, especially do on birthdays and at Christmas. It is lovely sharing special occasions and having the person you love by your side, but think of all the people in bad relationships or who have never known love, so I try to make to best of it.
How much do you spend on yourself?
Water Pollution -“ A National Disgrace”? A case for renationalisation?
Bought the wrong Hot Cross Buns 😩