Twelve years ago I started a relationship with a nice man who was recently divorced. I had been widowed for three years at the time. We moved in together and got on pretty well except that his ex-wife wouldn't leave us alone. She didn't want him, but she was darn sure no one else was going to have him. His two daughters also put a lot of pressure on him with constant requests for money, babysitting, decorating, repairs - anything that would prevent us from spending time together. He seemed unable to stand up to them, and to be honest I felt really neglected, so I moved back to my own flat.
Just over a year ago, we bumped into each other again, and have started to have the odd lunch date.
He is very kind to me, and and I enjoy his friendship and company, but he is putting a lot of pressure on me to return to having a physical relationship.
I find it very difficult to tell him that although I like spending time with him, I no longer find him attractive as I once did.
I suppose in truth, I also feel rather compromised. I always offer to pay my half if we eat out, which he absolutely refuses (he is very wealthy and I am not), but I hate to think that at our ages, lunch and interesting conversation should be a precursor to a quick fumble before he rushes back to his needy former wife and middle-aged children.
He has proposed marriage on many occasions recently, and I have refused just as frequently, but he seems undeterred in his attempts to 'get things going' He has even suggested that I ask the doctor to give me something - perhaps he thinks there is something very wrong with me if I don't leap on him with joy!
Maybe it really is impossible to have a platonic friendship with someone of the opposite sex!
Any advice on how to deal with this gentle, kind and charming, but frankly rather silly bloke? I don't really want to tell him to go forth and multiply, as I am genuinely fond of him, but it's difficult to enjoy our friendship when he seems to be hell bent on acting like a randy teenager!
I've got another 'keen'... Ouch!