I need help!

Bluegal, I feel for you and, no, you shouldn't have to be shouldering all this at 64.

I can't offer much but, if it is any comfort, I had a boy so naughty that his father and I used to stay up at night talking about how we would cope if and when he was taken into care and/or ended up in prison.

My son played up and defied us and his school to the extent that in the sixth form we had to take time off to see the headteacher and beg him not to expel him. Sometimes I was utterly in despair about my boy.

For every two steps forward there was one step back.

Sometimes we lost our temper, sometimes we managed to keep our cool but, in the long run, we just hacked on dealing with things from day to day and 'holding the line' on rules and discipline.

Our son only started to grow up in his mid twenties but he now holds down a very worthwhile job and is on our Parish Council. In himself, he is a lovely young man and nothing like his younger, defiant, silly self. Well, he is still full of ridiculous opinions but has learnt to express them in words not harmful actions.

My advice is to see if you can get some outside help. Boys seem to need some male influence and his father is providing the wrong sort in undermining the authority of the child's mother and grandmother, the principle carers.

Four and eight are very different ages with different needs. Perhaps it might be possible to separate the boys and deal with each on their own at times? The younger one will be picking up very bad habits from his brother and father and needs to be 'worked on' with love and discipline.

Off the top of my head I can think of the boys' school, social services and Parentline as outside agencies who might help in the short term. However, contacting SS might cause more problems than it solves.

It may be time to get a referral to CAMHS to help the children to process what has happened and for your daughter to also be able to talk through what's happened to her...especially if she's now talking about suicide

www.home-start.org.uk

Is there any chance of your other daughters helping at all? if not with the children perhaps with Gran. You sound a really strong person but I know that sometimes makes it harder to ask for help, do get you and OH a break sometimes, a little bit further on your daughter needs to be encouraged to get a grip on things just as you did .

please get help for your grandchildren, they need it and so do you! They are so lucky to have you . I don't know if Action for Children exists where you are but they may be able to help, look online for local charities/organisations that deal with children's problems and good luck! Let us all know how you get on.

Have a look at Homestart UK website, this is a brilliant organisation which may be able to help you all x

Welcome to the group and wow, what a lot you have on your plate.

If the children are prefect at school, then it seems there is nothing too drastically wrong and what is happening is just them venting. I think they are stressed by all new things happening and their mother being unwell and you of course are a safe space for them, not that they plot things, they just react.

You can get help from the CAMHS team via their GP and there are plenty of other local groups that can offer support, so please don't struggle alone.

Is your daughter on Mums net because there are so many similar stories on there and she may meet people with information about what is local to her on there.

If the dad is in another relationship and your daughter is also settled in her new life pathway, this may just blow over when the children regain their feelings of security, new school term starts in a couple of weeks and they will have routine again.

Several of my friends who are not suffering any family crisis, tell me that the grandchildren are difficult for them to cope with and 'badly behaved', so assuming that dad is the instigator of any of this might be wrong. Three kids is a lot to handle.

I know the urge to support our children is overwhelming but consider your own marriage and health first. Your daughter is going through a process of re evaluating her own life and that is draining for her and stressful for the children but you making yourself ill isn't going to help.

Just have the kids one at a time, so that you can cope and enjoy it.

I think the clues to my advice are, your huband's reaction and the perfect behavour at school. This is a situation in which I think you need to be setting boundaries and rules, not by remonstrating with the kids but by showing them, that you just will not have them if they play up. They understand that much about school, and there is no point setting up a different pattern at your house. Telling them that you are poorly only adds to their list of concerns.

Your strength comes from putting yourself first, I know that sounds selfish but you can't help others if you can't help yourself.

Bluegal lots of good advise from everyone. All I would like to add is often the school will have organisations that they are connected to,and they can connect you to them as they will know the situation with the family split.GNs are always here should you need to unload. Good luck.

Also, the fact that the boys do well in school is a good sign. You and dd have taught them well - they know how to behave. If they're taking out their frustrations on you and dd, it's probably, imo, because you're a "safe place" to do so. But they have to learn better ways to cope. Therapy can help them with that, of course.

They may have learned some of their bad behavior from their dad when he was still living with them, especially the older boy. Like others, I doubt the once a month visits have that much effect now.

They may need more of a (good) male presence in their lives though. You say dh is a "great... step grandad." Do they behave better when he's around? It may help if he steps in more instead of stepping back. What do you think? Would he do it?

Mcem, I feel for you and yours, also. Imo, you're handling things very wisely. I think it's normal for GS to act out after a visit to his dad, especially since the two environments are very different. I'm sorry that his dad fills his head with misogynistic ideas. But I hope the love you and his mum give him will counteract that.

I think your daughter would benefit from having a Family Support Worker. You should be able to self refer via your local county or district council. Schools can also refer. Depending on your local service your daughter might be offered a parenting programme which offers firm boundaries but is kind and compassionate to the children. Their behaviour is almost certainly linked to witnessing domestic violence. Controlling behaviour is dv and has probably led to the children having no respect for women. A FSW can also signpost to other services which could include those specific to women who have been in abusive relationships.
I hope you are able to access support and that your daughter accepts it. BTW, you could accompany your daughter on the parenting programme. It is also available online for approx £40 - search for The Solihull Approach on google. Good luck

Bluegal, I think you've gotten lots of good advice here. I'm glad you and dd are thinking about family counseling. In time, individual counseling may be needed, too, including for the kids.

I don't think you're "weak," not at all. Just the opposite - you are very strong. You pulled things together, years ago, after a rough beginning and you're holding things together now.

But it's NOT your job, imo, to get everybody "back on track." That's asking too much of one person. You and dd need to work together, along with professionals to solve this situation.

If possible, I think you should get some help caring for your elderly mother, as well. Everything shouldn't be on your shoulders. You need a break sometimes.

Lots of (((hugs)))

Hi Bluegal so sorry to hear about your predicament, I feel for you, your daughter and your grandchildren. ' Womesaid' are an excellent organisation and have expert advice on signposting to the organisations you need and may be able to help you directly. Unfortunately your situation is one where they come across day in and day out. It really is a brilliant organisation, please give them a call. Good luck .

Thank goodness your daughter has you in her life. I agree, get professional help and support.

The boys need to see you and their mother as their protectors and nourishers so the problem that you suspect (absent father dripping poison into their ears) needs to be tackled too. I'm not sure how you would go about this but again I know this is not unusual so there must be someone who can advise you about this.

Your daughter and the children need help. Having been almost destroyed by a man I understand how your daughter is feeling.

The children are acting out their confusion. Are they well behaved at school? They need help to not only come to terms with the marriage breakup but also deal with growing up in an abusive household.

Children like to think that their parents are perfect and often idolise the absent parent. My nephew built a whole story about his absent dad. He knew his dad was a banker but decided he wanted him to be a fireman and made up elaborate stories about him.

Can I just say their behaviour is not necessarily learnt from their father ( who they only see once a month) life is much more complicated than that They are acting out in relation to the mental/ physical chaos that is going on in their home life.

They are very young they have just had a fairly new baby join them which can cause huge disruption in any child's life, their Dad (who they love ) has suddenly gone from their lives once a month is a very long time for a small child and of course they don't understand the rights and wrongs of a marriage break up Their mother is falling to pieces depressed and not able to cope and their Nan is trying to hold it altogether. but is also very stressed and unsure of how to help
Four huge life changes happened in the last year each one of those events is enough to disrupt a child's life and make them feel very unsafe and vulnerable, how do they know Mum or Nan isn't going to disappear next
The fact they are good at school is a huge clue, they feel safe and sure there, so no need to act up
Your daughter is the centre of this and needs help from a Gp ASAP
Children's behaviour mimics their surroundings If their home life is calm and safe they will have no cause to 'play up' if it's chaotic mentally or physically their behaviour will become chaotic as they cannot verbalise or work out why they are feeling so unsafe

Get professional help Bluegal

Bluegal what a horrible situation for you. All I can say is that you are the children's main supporting adult (your poor daughter may be unable to fulfil this role just now) and you need to remain calm and solid with the children. I agree with mcem about cuddles and not tolerating bad behaviour. The children are very young and their behaviour is learned from their father and it is completely normal for them to be behaving like this. They need you to be strong and solid and loving despite how they react and you are doing an excellent job so please rant here as much as you need. I think there are places to support children going through this. Perhaps see if your library has information or books to read with children about this kind of thing. There are books for younger children and Jacqueline Dixon has written lots of books about separated parents for your older grandchild's age group. Have a look at them and see if any are suitable x

Hi blue gal, it would be a good idea to visit the children's gp and ask them for help. Also have you considered contacting your local social services? They can sometimes offer short term help and support until the children and yourselves are back on an even keel. I hope everything works out for you all.

MCEM - thank you so much! I guess I just wanted someone to understand how I am feeling.

I posted in a state of panic!

I wanted to vent I guess....

Since then I have read the responses (posted on the Grandparenting site after this as wasn't sure what AIBU stood for)

I am now feeling calmer. Hoping I can have the patience to see it through, which I know I can have.

One thing I didn't say was the children in question are absolutely perfect at school! Such great school reports so I know their contempt of me and their mother is 'contained' for that I am grateful. I think their father has a lot to answer for!!! Grrrrr

If am honest, I am feeling "why do I need this?" At my age I should not be running after unruly kids who hit out and disobey me and say "what you going to do about it?" I also know I will continue to do it for my daughter!

My daughter has sat them down tonight and explained how ill Grandma is feeling. She said they seemed shocked but we will see. Its been like this for 9 months.

But....tomorrow is another day!!!

Thank you MCEM....you have helped...lots!

My heart goes out to you (and yes you have posted in the right place!)

I'm dealing with a similar situation but not nearly so extreme.
My daughter also needed a lot of support but it helped when she moved back closer to home and had family around. She was depressed and not coping for a while.
Then she met a new man. We all warned her against him but within 3 years she had 2 more children. As her health deteriorated he became more and more bullying and controlling. With a lot of support she left him and finally is in a good relationship.
BUT we too have the absent dad problem especially with our GS (7). After a visit to dad he is stroppy and rude with lots of 'My dad says ....... ( insert unpleasant and misogynistic comment!)
All I can say is 'That is what dad thinks but it's not the way we speak/act at Gran's.' So difficult to remain neutral and uncritical but I don't tolerate bad behaviour and remain very firm. I also provide lots of cuddles which dad doesn't do as that's soppy!

I wish I could make practical and helpful suggestions but all I can say is draw on your patience and find someone or somewhere where you can let off steam. GN is good for that with lots of sympathetic readers.
Sit tight, grit your teeth, vent your frustrations and make the most of the good times when you can.
Positive reinforcement for the children, your daughter and YOURSELF.

Thanks for your input guys. Am taking it all in. Ideally me having the kids on one to one is the best but doesn't happen as my daughter can't cope.

Its been theraputic just writing it down t.b.h. From the information, I've received we are going for family counselling but not sure how you go for it? Do you get referred by GP? My daughter is ready to try anything. She has been seeing a private counsellor about her own depression.

Thank you x

First may I say welcome and I m sorry you are having such a tough time It sounds as if both you, your daughter and the two kids need some professional help as it is all spirelling out of control, with everyone out of their depth The children really are the pawns in the middle of a huge whirl pool They are probably horrible confused picking up on their mums unhappiness and as you rightly think could be being brain washed by the dad they love although if they only see him once a month not sure how much of that he would be doing ? your daughter could have post natal depression on top of all the fears and worries she has been going through with the ex .......the kids will pick up on all this misery and become fearful themselves and the only way some kids can verbalise these fears is in outrageous behaviour Some become introverted and go into a shell others act out in disruptive behaviour
You as an adult have to be in control, loving and calm and at the moment you are not feeling that at all Your fear and confusion of their behaviour will contaminate them
Could you have the children one by one I always find individually kids are so much easier to handle but basically get some family counselling and professional help as soon as possible before someone has a complete breakdown and then no one will be able to look after the kids

Has your daughter had any support in leaving this relationship? I don't know where you are but where I am (in Devon) the local SPLITZ group (domestic abuse and violence) offers work with children too - or it has done, it's yet another victim of the cuts. Might it be worth checking?
Also try to hang on to the fact that they feel safe enough with you to show their true feelings. You can bet your bottom dollar that their father only sees perfect (scared) children - you imply that he sees them, or at least has contact