I am speaking of my current girlfriend I was number 4 been together a year and it still bothers me I know I have no right to judge but I still can shake this feeling
vampirequeen 3nanny6 I'm not sure she's into working on herself. Mind I've just realised the OP asks "or am I a prude" so it's someone else with the lovers. The question now being how does she know about them?
Four new partners is a lot in 8 months and hopefully you have remembered to practice "safe sex", although if you are changing partners like changing from a different pair of shoes the safe sex aspect may not have been observed. Seriously perhaps the OP has no self respect and needs to do some work on herself to raise her self esteem.
If you’re a gran Shanavine how do you find the time and energy? ? Only advice I have to add is “practice safe sex always”. There are other diseases around, not only Civid-19.