I hope you are feeling better now, Lucca. When you're feeling low an insensitive comment can just be the last straw.
I only have one GS, who I am bringing up. Sometimes, when I've been with a group who were all talking about the wonderful time they are going to have with their families and GCs over Christmas I've gone home in tears.
I'm not blaming them, or begrudging them their families. I know that some people are worse off but that doesn't stop it hurting.
I'm sending Lucca a big (((hug))).
Passports not in the drawer I always keep them in. Turning the place upside down.